Brandi Glanvilleis owning up to her mistakes.

After unflattering paparazzi photos surfaced of theReal Housewives of Beverly Hillsalumna during a night out in Los Angeles last week, she got candid with her fans in an emotional video posted on her Instagram Story.

“But I’m telling you, I’m embarrassed,” she continued. “And sometimes, you know, you see your friends with their perfect husbands and they have their kids full-time, and I don’t have that. And then there’s a worry that I’m going to grow old alone.”

“I know I embarrassed my kids. I’m not perfect. That’s all I have to say,” added the star, who shares sons Mason, 15, and Jake, 12, with ex-husbandEddie Cibrian, wholeft herin 2009 for country singer/actressLeAnn Rimes.

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Glanville, 47, first spoke out about the photos on Sunday.

She also posted a quote that reads: “I’m not perfect, I’m only human. So if I make mistakes, read the first sentence again.”

She later followed up with another tweet saying “the only people I owe explanations to are my family.”

“I’m not 25 my body isn’t perfect and I got wasted I’m sure it’s happened to plenty of you,” she wrote. “However you don’t have people taking your picture and putting on the internet.”

Glanville appears to be doing her best to turn the page after the incident. On Tuesday, she seemed to be in better spirits and even cracked a joke about the incident.

“I’m fine I was just keeping tradition!!!” she tweeted. “Every few years I get wasted and stumble out of a Hollywood hotspot. Didn’t want to let anyone down.”

“And I’m now planning to start some sort of performance art and go on tour,” she added.

Later on Tuesday, she celebrated son Jake’s 12th birthday with her ex Cibrian and Rimes.

source: people.com