Brad Pittis opening up about hissobriety, and what he’s learned from a year and a half in an all-male Alcoholics Anonymous group.

In an interview withThe New York Timespublished Wednesday, the 55-year-oldAd Astraactor looked back on his decision to give up drinking, which came after his split fromAngelina Jolie, 44.

“I had taken things as far as I could take it, so I removed my drinking privilege,”Pitt said.

“You had all these men sitting around being open and honest in a way I have never heard,” Pitt said. “It was this safe space where there was little judgment, and therefore little judgment of yourself.”

“It was actually really freeing just to expose the ugly sides of yourself,” Pitt continued. “There’s great value in that.”

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Pitt has spent a lot of timing looking inward recently, especially as he prepped for his role inAd Astra— a film about an astronaut in search of his father (Tommy Lee Jones).

He channeled a lot from his own father for the performance, Pitt toldTheTimes,adding that he’s reached a point where he sees his dad in every role he plays now.

“I grew up with that be-capable, be-strong, don’t-show-weakness thing,” Pitt said of his dad, who owned a trucking company. “In some ways, I’m copying him. He had grown up in extreme hardship and poverty, always dead set on giving me a better life than he had — and he did it. But he came from that stoic ilk.”

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Elsewhere in the profile, Pitt spoke out about how the media’s attention early on in his career forced him to retreat.

“In the ’90s, all that attention really threw me,” Pitt said. “It was really uncomfortable for me, the cacophony of expectations and judgments. I really became a bit of a hermit and just bonged myself into oblivion.”

Though he appeared to be living the perfect life, with an engagement to Gwyneth Paltrow and marriage toJennifer Aniston, he toldTheTimesit wasn’t “the lottery it appeared from the outside.”

Ad Astrahits theaters Sept. 20.

source: people.com