Billie Lourdis remembering her late grandmother,Debbie Reynolds.
Lourd, 29, shared a throwback photo to Instagram on Tuesday to mark the five-year anniversary of her grandma’s death on Dec. 28, 2016.
The image features Lourd as a toddler, reaching her hand out to her mom,Carrie Fisher. Reynolds smiles as she crouches down next to her daughter and granddaughter.
In the caption, theBooksmartactress shared a series of emojis, “💕🆎🅰️🌛🆎🅰️💕,” which was seemingly in reference to Lourd’s nickname for her grandmother: “Abadaba.”
Fisherdied at the age of 60on Dec. 27, 2016, after having a heart attack on a flight from London to Los Angeles on Dec. 23. Reynolds died the day after her daughter from a stroke at the age of 84.
Lourd’s post to honor her grandmother came after she paid tribute to her late mother inan emotional videoof herself singing Fleetwood Mac’s “Landslide,” which she recorded in a bathroom with fellow actressKaitlyn Deverand Dever’s sister, Mady.
Lourd continued, “On days like this I like to be with people I love (big shout out to these literal and vocal angels @kaitlyndever and @madydever ❤️I love you both more than any Instagram words could ever express) and to do something we loved to do together.”
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“We loved to sing. We loved Fleetwood Mac,” she added. “We loved this song. It echoed in our living room throughout my childhood, playing slightly too loudly as she scribbled her marvelous manic musings on yellow legal pads (google them if you don’t know them - they’re the iPads of the past and are still pretty damn hip if you ask me).”
Lourd, who noted that she has been “working away from home” recently, recalled a night when she was experiencing “a particularly grief-y moment” and “Landslide” came on.
Billie Lourd with grandmother Debbie Reynolds and mom Carrie Fisher in 2015.Kevin Mazur/WireImage
“The lyrics spoke (well actually sang) to me more than they ever had before,” she wrote, before quoting the line, “Well I’ve been afraid of changing cause I built my life around you. But time makes you bolder.”
Lourd explained, “I didn’t know who to be or what to do after my mom died. I was afraid of changing because I had built my life around her. Then she was gone. And I had to rebuild my life without her. And it wasn’t (and still isn’t) easy.”
source: people.com
